Another Day

1 hour 12 minutes on the trail

4:14 run

60° and overcast. My first long sleeve day.

Main tunes: Reilly - Around The World (2010)



Decent album. Few tunes not so great but others have some cool U2-ish guitar riffs plus electric violin. Nicely rockin'. Not a load of praise but it's there kinda mild or subtle.

Physically feelin' excellent. Lots of weight still still still to lose. Lots. But feel good.

Thought about suicide again. Especially if this house gets foreclosed on and I am forcibly taken out of here by the sheriff's department, with no money, with nothing but the clothes on my back -- then there's nothing but homelessness and truly no reason to live. I'll try to escape that but it's a possibility. We'll see what happens.

Everything Rides On Faith Somehow

1 hour 36 minutes of Trail Time Today.

3:55 of running.

Main tunes: Brandon Heath - Don't Get Comfortable



This album doesn't do much for me. Lyrics are bland. I'll give it a good listen again sometime and see how it pans out but the other songs I included in my playlist were much better, including Hope Now by Addison Road. Simply one of the best songs ever.

Thought about suicide again, briefly. With nothing to live for, it seems like the right thing to do. It needs to be done to teach someone a lesson. It needs to be done to live a life that isn't about living with sadness everyday. That's not what my life should be.

We'll see. For now: Vikings - Patriots.